Someday My Prince Will Come...

2009 was the year of NO Prince Charming for me. By April, my world was crashing down and I was absolutely miserable. I've kept no secrets about this relationship and I've honestly tried to make the best of it. I've spent much of the year in tears (privately, of course) and I feel like sometimes I'll never really move on. But, lately I have felt differently. I REFUSE to be alone forever. Therefore, I will wait for my Prince Charming. He is out there. Somewhere.

Sidenote: if you are reading, Prince Charming, please pull your head OUT of your rear-end and come sweep me off my feet. I won't tolerate you being mean and I absolutely REFUSE to be abused, but I promise you that if you treat me right, I'll be the best darn thing to ever happen to you.

Now that I have that off my chest, it's back to "business".

We are taught as little girls that love is easy. And perfect. And able to withstand anything. And we are told that love will always last forever.


In the movies we watched, the sweet, naive, gentle and gorgeous 16-year-old girl lives a quiet, pleasant life full of impromptu song and dance, no matter how sickening her circumstances. Her flawless skin is so carefully painted, with the shadows going only in the flattering places. Her waist is tiny with no exercise, her eyes are clear certainly without enough sleep (given her life of servitude), and her feet are uncalloused, no matter how many hours are spent barefoot in the rocky castle yard or thorny forest.


The prince rides up, strong, handsome, full of character and goodness. He instantly falls in love with her, and she falls just as deeply for him. There may be a snag or two (never because of their compatibility, but because of an evil external influence), but in the end all ends with white silk, wedding bells and happiness trailing off into "ever after."

Girls in real life have pimples. We are not always good and kind and sweetly oblivious. We have to Photoshop pictures in order to look "fashionable" in the eyes of our twisted, f'ed up society. We have to be a size 00 in order to appear sexy.

And boys are not always full of character and effortless muscle, riding up on a big gorgeous horse and sweeping us away into a sudden life of perfect wedded bliss. Boys have tempers. They lie. They cheat. They break hearts with wild abandon. (I kid. Well, sortof.)


Unlike the beautifully drawn characters in the movies we often still love, even as women, we evolve. Our lines are not scripted from beginning to end so that we never lose our tempers, make mistakes, or learn.

Rather than being a flaw, what a gift this is!

There are countless works of literature where it is said that the angels in heaven are jealous of us - of our messy and beautiful and poignant and real lives.

In truth, how can it be a bad thing that hardly any of us fall in love only once, at 16, 23, 40, whatever the age God sees fit?

If we are not scripted and easily summed up into a half page, how in the world can we expect to just automatically:
a) know who is best for us, and
b) find that person on our first try?

I'm smelling some bullllllllshit.

We should try love out, test it, glorify it, leave it when it is time to leave.


That is what the pink spoon theory is about.


Our mothers and grandmothers have paved the way for us to have this glorious freedom. In most areas, a woman no longer has to make herself into a man (more or less) to earn respect from men. We are coming at a time where you can be a woman, still feminine, and be just as successful as any man. No longer do we have to toss aside the womanly deceptions that give us our unique strength and shoulder the common masculine qualities instead (not to mention the fact that they don't look good on us most of the time anyway).

Of course there are exceptions. Everyone should follow their heart.

But for many of us, this is our time.

We can finally approach dating, love, and life with a carefree nature - still being women, and discovering ourselves, our preferences, and our very own Prince Charming's with as much freedom as men have always been able to.

The truth is, there are probably a few Prince Charmings out there.

And there's no reason in the world to settle for less. That's not saying, of course, that dallying for some amount of time with someone who makes you happy for whatever reason, although you know he's not the one you want to go into "forever" with, is wrong at all.

It's just fine!

Pink spoon to your heart's content!


And besides, after the wedding bells' ringing faded into the credits and the credits faded to a blank screen, we don't know what happened, do we?

Maybe things aren't as simple as they seem.

Of course not. They never are.